FOCUS online: First of all, how are you? You recently had to have emergency surgery.
Kristina Vogel: I’m fine again. I had a thrombectomy on April 13th, which involved suctioning out the thrombi in my lungs. This surgical method is quite new in Germany, but it worked really well for me. I felt much better immediately afterwards, but I still have a few days to recover.
They’ve already sent a smiling selfie from the hospital bed and haven’t lost their sense of humor either. “It’s a bit like a family reunion here,” they commented. A reference to your accident in 2018. Can you take us back to that?
Vogel: In short: At that time there was someone standing on the velodrome who shouldn’t have been standing there. I couldn’t see him and crashed into him head-on at over 60 km/h. When I woke up lying on the velodrome, I immediately knew that things were serious.
My friends and accident helpers freed me from my helmet and my very tight and custom-made cycling shoes. When I saw my shoes being carried away from me, but I didn’t even notice that someone was on my feet, I knew immediately: Running is no longer going to work! Let’s call it a blessing and a curse for people in competitive sports: you know your body very well.
And now, during the new operation, I saw many of the people who looked after me back then. I had really great nurses, carers and doctors. I was really happy to see everyone again and hear what has happened to them over the last six years. Although this would of course have been nicer in a nice café than during a hospital stay…
As a two-time Olympic champion and seventeen-time world champion, you are the most successful female track cyclist of all time. How hard is it, perhaps especially as a professional athlete, when you suddenly find yourself in a wheelchair?
Vogel: It depends on what the question is asking. When life changes so radically, especially in the blink of an eye, it causes fear here and there. Everything you know no longer exists and you have to reorient yourself. But I am a very pragmatic person and always try to make the best of the circumstances.
If you basically ask through the flower whether it isn’t very hard in a wheelchair, then I have to answer differently. Of course, life without a disability is easier, but life with a disability is no less worth living. The circumstances and the structural discrimination are what make it so difficult! Otherwise, I’m just a woman who can’t walk.
“I think there are two choices in everything.”
They always seem positive and optimistic. Was there a time after the accident when things were different? Have you ever struggled with fate?
Vogel: I think that in all things there are always two decisions:
1. I feel sorry for myself and sit at home.
2. I try to make the best of the circumstances and shape the world according to my ideas.
Of course that sounds pretty easy, but sometimes it isn’t at all. I just prefer to be realistic in my assessment of the facts and try to be optimistic and shape everything the way it suits me.
Who or what helped you after the accident?
Vogel: I think it’s important to say that everything you achieve in life is actually always a team success. So it was primarily my partner Michael – he is known as “Bibbii” -, my family and closest friends and the federal police who supported me, as well as the team at the hospital in Berlin. Basically, I was just able to concentrate on getting healthy.
“It’s okay to grieve”
What would you advise other affected people to avoid losing heart?
Vogel: It’s okay to grieve. This shows that we have lost things that are important to us. But in the end it is up to us personally how we shape our lives. Nobody does that for us. So I prefer to just have fun!
You are a fighter. They also say: “You have to do something so that happiness can come.” An attitude that you say you inherited from your parents. Can you explain this in more detail?
Vogel: Basically, I learned from my mother that nothing in life is given to you for free. You can’t sit on the couch and expect great happiness to come. This only happens if you have tried to create the conditions beforehand. In sports they also say “Ass to the grass” or “There is no elevator in life.” You have to take the stairs!”
“I’m still me. “It’s just the way I move that has changed.”
Your book should be a conclusion, a new beginning – from the “walking life” to the “rolling life”, as you once described. Does it feel like two lifetimes to you?
Vogel: Somehow yes and someway no. I’m still me. Only the way I move around has changed. On the other hand, the accident in 2018 made me grow up a lot. So I would say that the transition is somewhat fluid.
In fact, this wasn’t her first bad bike accident. There was already one where they were in a coma and it was also uncertain whether they would even survive…
Vogel: In 2009 a minibus took my right of way, I couldn’t avoid it and flew through the last side window. At that time I broke many bones in my body. Including the fifth thoracic vertebra. If I hadn’t had such good muscles that protected my spine like an airbag and very good first aiders who didn’t turn me into the recovery position, I would have been paralyzed back then.
For many people, first aid training was a long time ago. If I had not been rotated correctly, my spine would have shifted and injured the spinal cord. I therefore always advise repeating the first aid training regularly and if the person involved in the accident is approachable and has severe back pain, perhaps allow them to remain in that position or at least just take off the helmet.
Back then, in your hospital bed, you immediately asked for a new bike.
Vogel: Back then, I didn’t want my dreams and goals to be decided just because someone took my right of way. I wanted to go to the Olympic Games, I also wanted to celebrate world championship titles among adults. The accident happened in May 2009 and almost eight months later I took part in the World Championships in Copenhagen. The result I achieved there in the sprint discipline was the best result by a German track cyclist in over 20 years.
You are still involved in cycling today – as a trainer. Does it remain your great passion or do you find new passions?
Vogel: Of course, the fire for cycling still burns very strongly. That’s why I’m happy to be active as a federal police cycling trainer. Matthias John and I are a good team and try to give the athletes as much as they can along the way.
“The dream of ever being able to walk again is not yet gone.”
The “Wings for Life World Run” will take place on May 5th. Why is this run so important?
Vogel: I don’t even know where to start: First and foremost, it’s one of the largest fundraising runs in the world. 100 percent of the proceeds go to research. Even if I live my life as best as I can, the dream of ever being able to walk again is not yet gone. The “Wings for Life” Foundation supports research projects worldwide that have this as their mission. Recently, some supported projects have also been visible in the media – with great success.
Then of course also to create visibility for people with disabilities. We all live in one world together, but we know very little about each other. There are many reasons for this, but one thing is clear: inclusion and diversity cannot work like this.
Are you happy today or what makes you happy?
Vogel: A lot! I also think that when it comes to a question like this, we don’t always have to just think about the big issues. Even the small and everyday things are important to us as humans. No matter whether it’s a bird sitting on the windowsill or the delicious spaghetti ice cream. Furthermore, I just have fun with what I do. And justice makes me very happy.
Last question: Where do you see yourself or your family in ten years?
Vogel: I stopped making plans for so long. I just hope that I can do things that make me happy and that make a difference in society.
